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wawawaawa...
u know who is damn my bestfren ryte now???
STRESSS!!! tq soooo much stress coz being here when i NEED u very much!!
skang ni i feel like..wow!is this really what i have to pay to be graduated successfully from this mtrx center?oooo my GOD!!!
thank god few assignments have been submitted.and the latest is yesterday!!huh!!
i dont wanna talk about yesterday!!huhuhuh...soooo sad!!
well..our BLM task that has been awaited by all BLM students will be release very much sooon! it may be on this friday or next monday..huhuhu..i dont have any idea what the task would be look like.but,the sure thing is that we will make this lovely library as our 1st home!not our room anymore!huhuhu...
alamak!times up!get to go!!daaaaaaaa!!
mmm..well..
entah nape tibe2 tadi rasa mcm nak intai-intai my frens nye blog...so i did!
well,it's really exciting to read ur stuff guys! reallly enjoy it! eventhough we are not really meet each other physically,but virtually yes!hehehe..but,wut ever it is,i hope all of our memories will not be faded away juz like time goes by. i really hope that we can still remember each and every one of us..and also stay the same like who we were 7 years ago..orait?
so..down to bisnes..
u know what,its sometimes kind a suprise for me to see a new you!hahaha..ya lah,maklumlah time dulu-dulu we were still like a sweet little girl and boy.hahah..budak hingusan la..semuanya kiut-kiut jek..hahahaa..
now,time is passing..everthing has changed. we can never turn back time..
meeting new friends..but dont u dare to forget me even a minute! sekarang ni sumenya dah cun-cun,hensem-hensem...sume makin slim...hehehe..
hai..pas ni plak tunggu je lah invitation kad..ehehhe..
hopefully i will be among the first to get married!hahahaha..
amiiiiinnnn...
these are the pictures taken during the LAW AGD on 18 sept 2006. dont ask me why is that all the pictures are appearing by the same and familiar faces..hahaha..enjoy!!!
hye guys!!
i'm back!!
well tonite is our i.e muslims first nyte for terawikh..i'm glad and very honoured actually in celebrating this ramadhan.especially for this year. as i am going 'older' (ahaks),i'm now more understand and more what we call that..appreciate the real meaning of ramadhan. it's not only for the muslims to fast for a month,but the 'fasting days' themselves are more deeper in meaning actually.
we i.e mom,dad,me and abg went to PUTRA MOSQUE which is located in putrajaya for the 1st terawikh prayer. i'm quite excited actually at first. but then,there's a reason which has spoilt my excitement. damn it! anyway,this is our first ramadhan in PUTRAJAYA or SERI KEMBANGAN to be more precise. after moved in for around 6 months i think,(starting from april),ramadhan dis year makes very very very huge difference in my life. u know y? sebab situasi time kat umah lama and umah baru skang ni is TOTALLY DIFFERENT. dulu kat umah lama,masjid kat depan umah je. kalau azan tu,memang CLEAR gile.dat's the most unforgetable advantage that we got there. then,nak pergi semayang pun tak yah naik kete ke ape ke..jalan je. tak sampai seminit dah sampai. but now,mmmm...really lain. nak g masjid pun dah tak bleh jalan kaki. kena naik kete..huhuhuu..sedeyhnye!!!!
pastu,kat sini tak de pun PASAR JUADAh. kalo kat umah lama,sume ade. banyak plak tuh!kat AU4,kat MELAWATI..banyak ah..sume bleh jalan kaki.khuhuuhuhu...kat cni..kalo ade pun..mesti tak leh jalan kaki..huuhuhu..
hye...things have changed..u can never go back..
there's a lot of memories during ramadhan.but i think i post it later k! coz my eyes cannot be open anymore..it's 3.30am!!my god!!
saho dulu baru tido!!kang tak sedar plak..
but,the title of this entry should be..'KALAU DULU....'
huhuhuu...if you were in my shoes..it's very eyes tearing moment..huhuuh..
k lah..nyte!!!
daaaaaaaaa!!!
a'kum..
hye buddies!!
well..i've been thinking for the whole of my life yet not decide anything yet,but i think,you guys i mean girls like me espcially would have think the same thing. i don't know how should i write this.friends come and go..new friends,new attitude,new environment..everythg is new..
i got a 'new friend'.not really a new friend though. more or less HE is a friend of mine from my previous life..ahahaha..i mean in my secondary school. at that time,we were not this close,u know. we were just like others. kawan-kawan mcm biasa. there was one time yg we were agk rapat. juz about a week i think..but then,for no reason,we were back to normal.i don't know y..but i think i have the reason..sorry beb,i'm not going to tell ya bout this.i'm really sorry!maybe it's not the time yet..
he admits me as his bestfriend. but,is that so easy to admit someone as ur bestfren?i mean..it's not that i'm not hae trust in him. but..part of it la..bukannya tak percaya..tp there's something yg membuatkan orang tak boleh nk bagi 100% trust pd die..but,disebabkan dat hal masa dulu tuh orang da macam tak bleh nak percaya kat dia. ada certain part yg orang caye,tp bila tibe part2 yg tu tu,org susah nak caye..huhuhu..
there's something yg orang pelik sgt..we were about not meeting each other for around 2 years. after i finished my spm,terus tk jmpe. jgn kate jmpe,mmg kitorg tak pnh contact each other pun masa kitorg kat zaman2 skolah dulu. juz tego2 cm tu je..
but then,new story comes into picture. about 1 month ago kot kitorg start contact balik. it was not me..dia yg got my number lu..i didnt expect yg dat's him!hahaha..luckily org tak bg forged information!hahaha..
so,as the days go on..we are getting closer. but i dont expect anything frm that. he's good,caring and what not la..but,that's the nature of him..so,tak yah la nak perasan..hahahah..
so,that's basically what i am practising ryte now!
so..harap2 whatever he has said to me is not subject to changes and fakeness.i hope you are really as good as i expect ok!i hope you tak membetolkan sangkaan orang yg orang simpan dari dulu..pleaze!!!dont let it happen ONCE again as my heart will be broken for the 2nd time and i presume that it takes a very long time to recover.believe me!!please!!
okla..i have to sign off now!!
frens forever!!!
things that i wanna shout out loud!!!
--i miss my nokia 6670 very much terribly!!!
--nana nak bertunang?!!!?
--stress yet still alive!!
--dont disturb me!!!
---MY HEART---
Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu
pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart
pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart
hai..
a'kum..
it's been quite a long time for me not to write even an entry here,ryte?heheh..
it's just dat i don't have an ample of time for myself to surf the net at the cc to write somthing here.kalau ada pun,i just take the chance to check my friendster,my emails,and somtimes download songs.and recently,i've download a few songs i.e hindustan songs!hehehe..entitled,mujse doste karoge..i tote i want to download them at home using our streamyx,but,unfortunately,streamyx in my campus is very very much faster than at home.oh gosh!!why is this happening?i think it's because we are using this 'usefull' wireless streamyx.huhuhuu...i'm not saying that the thing is useless at all,but somehow,helples!!aarrrghhh!!!!
ok,let's forget that. so here,i'm learning something!if you wanna download songs,or anything,do it at the campus. not at home!!plz!!it will just make you heart-broken!!waahhahahaa...when the internet connection is sometimes 'jerking',it will be more worst even!you have to start download it all over again!again!and wait again!long!long!wut a time consuming!so,i advice you and my self,BOTH,download them at the campus,even you have to pay for not more than rm3 usually..you would rather spend your money there and get 100 of downloads..
so...let's start our discussion today..
actually,lately i found that when you were surrounded by more than 2 guys who are loyally waiting for your attention,you will find yourself in a high level state of RIMAS!u know what..let's say the guy which i called 'A' was the one you were crazy of for at least for one year. but,at that puppy love moment,he never realized bout you,you see!but later,when he saw only-GOd-knows where did he get your recent photo i.e the very CUnn one,he tried to seduce you back.oh my god!!plz,at that time,you have a new target,dont cha?who hasn'n ryte?believe me,it was not your true love at all!!
another guy is..'B'..who is really your type of guy,and you can admit that the guy was born for you!and i think it is perfect for your campus-life-love story..but,in future,still undecided!well,u have to know him better,before you bring him to meet your parents.surely you want that guy makes you proud isnt it?
speaking of TRUE LOVE..is it hard to find it?or..is it really a true love when you say that u fall in love at someone at the first sight?does love at the first sight equal to true love?mm...seems like there are sooo many questions to be answered!but,who has the answer?u know who? i know!! u urself,my dear!!
some people say,it's hard to find love..
--- be independant
--- do not underestimate urself
--- give it a chance
--- everybody is not perfect
--- dont be too serious
--- open ur heart widely
but,for me..i'm happy for being myself ryte now.i'm single starting froom * **** ago.but,i'm afraid to say that i'm now at the early stage to get involve with someone!hehehehe...but i'm not desperate,ok!we are still in the stage of knowing each other more better..hahaha..sooo funny!but,he's cool!nooo!no!no!end of story about him!enough ok!
i dont know how does a girl feels when she knew or rather in love with a guy?how does it feel?happy?nervouse when his eyes meet her's?or..blushing?or..i dont know?!
i just can't find a very correct word for it..but,i still confront with a few problems before admitting that the guy as my special one. why i cant give 100% trust to him?even he never lies to me..(or aku je tak taw?hehe) but seriously,he never!u better not,beb!heheh..u are such a good guy,sweet,understanding,very my-type,adoreable,..what else?but,why is it so hard for me to....i dont know lah.,beb!!as i told you for thousands of time!
i'm sorry,beb!plz..dont give up!i need you to convince me and myself more!plzzz.!!
i'm homeee!!!!!
yeayea!!!
-juz for the sake for an entry-
hehehhee...
candid!
alalalala...
waiting for something..