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ooh my god..
my eyes was like a burning flames when i read my sis's blog..
huhuu..ya..i know..it's kinda sad or rather more than happy events which gonna be held on 25th DEC 2006 ..which is not more or less than a month je..again..it's actually my THE ONLY ONE BROTHER's wedding.meaning to say here,i'm the groom's youngest sista!hahaha..
everybody says that..'wah!bestnye u nanti dapat kakak ipar..'
or rather some people say that..'wah..lepas ni naik pangkat auntie'..
oh come on guys!it's just part and parcle of the story..but the thing is that..i'm gonna LOSE some part of my brother in terms of his attention and priority!wuwuwuwuwu...his gonna have his own family after this.his in-law family..
like my sis has said..his not going to be in every event of our family.but i hope that he'll try if there's nothing that can stop him from joining us..
first of all..
-- i'll miss my BELOVED brother..who i always bully!hehehe..
-- i'll miss getting a free top-up..eventhough it's juz sometimes..
-- i'll miss his room odour...ahakx!
-- i'll miss hanging out wit him..aunties..uncles..cousins..
-- i'll miss laugh out loud with him when watching malay dramas..
well..it's a lot to miss actually..
u know whut,in everything i do..i always think about my parents..who wouldn't isn't?
well..since my sis further her studies in UK,my brother and i are the only son and daughter who still at home staying with our parents..in fact,it's only 3 of us!
i still remember the day at KLIA when we were sending my sis for the 1st time as she is leaving for UK..i was the one who cried like crazy and my sis pulled his 'selamba' face even she is the one who gonna fly.ooo my god!even when we were going back home after dat,my tears was still running.cannot stop!it seems like someone's death!hahaha...but it's not funny.i was really2 sad because we never be separated..oh ya!in fact when my sis was in MRSM pun,i still holding back my tears everytime sending her to her hostel..hahaha..
for god sake..she's the only sista that i have..and my bro as well..
then after that,i got an offer to matric uia..obviously i have to stay in a hostel aite?so,leaving them home with my bro..my sis was still i malaysia back to that day..
unfortunately,after a few weeks i've registered there,my sis had fly back to UK as her holiday was over..so,our shared room was empty..
in brief,it's like this...normally,when i wasn't around,my sis was there and vice versa.but that at that time,both were not at home.me in PJ and my sis in UK..oooh my GOD!!i cannot imagine how did my mom and dad's felt at that time..u noe,parents' feeling..
then,later when i was at home for a weekend holiday,my mom told me that my dad was kinda a sad and really2 what we call that..mmm..'terasa' dengan ketiadaan kami..
then,my mom told me that,the morning after i got back to PJ,when he was going to work,he closed our room's door as it was opened without anyone in the room..
oh ya!all this memories was in keramat..our old house,before we moved to SERi KEMBANGAN..
then..i don't really know how to express the feeling when my mom told me the story..but,i'm really2 sad ryte now..menangis!luckily i'm alone ryte now..so,it's ok..xde sape tgk!hehehe...
the thing is..i can imagine how sad my father was when his 2 daughters were not with him..
ooo my god!can u imagine that?hmmm...
that is why..i sort of promised to myself that i'm going seek for a guy who doesn't have parents anymore.it's not what u think ok!but,kind of!hahaha..
i dont care what people say..people might say that u gonna lose the happiness of having a big family.i dont care!because i do have a big family ryte now!and it's enough for me..
well,if my husband-to-be would be a 'sebatang-kara' guy..it is a big gift granted by Allah for me..
i want to stay with my parents eventhough ive had my own family..dat is why i need that kind of guy so that he would be with my family always..nak balik raya pun tak susah!no need to fight which kampung to go back for raya this year!hahaa..isn't that good?
and after all,life is just life...
Allah has planned everything for every person in this world..
as His servants,we should obey to Him,worship Him..as well as accept wutever He has granted to us..
alhamdulillah....