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hye buddies!!
well..i've been thinking for the whole of my life yet not decide anything yet,but i think,you guys i mean girls like me espcially would have think the same thing. i don't know how should i write this.friends come and go..new friends,new attitude,new environment..everythg is new..
i got a 'new friend'.not really a new friend though. more or less HE is a friend of mine from my previous life..ahahaha..i mean in my secondary school. at that time,we were not this close,u know. we were just like others. kawan-kawan mcm biasa. there was one time yg we were agk rapat. juz about a week i think..but then,for no reason,we were back to normal.i don't know y..but i think i have the reason..sorry beb,i'm not going to tell ya bout this.i'm really sorry!maybe it's not the time yet..
he admits me as his bestfriend. but,is that so easy to admit someone as ur bestfren?i mean..it's not that i'm not hae trust in him. but..part of it la..bukannya tak percaya..tp there's something yg membuatkan orang tak boleh nk bagi 100% trust pd die..but,disebabkan dat hal masa dulu tuh orang da macam tak bleh nak percaya kat dia. ada certain part yg orang caye,tp bila tibe part2 yg tu tu,org susah nak caye..huhuhu..
there's something yg orang pelik sgt..we were about not meeting each other for around 2 years. after i finished my spm,terus tk jmpe. jgn kate jmpe,mmg kitorg tak pnh contact each other pun masa kitorg kat zaman2 skolah dulu. juz tego2 cm tu je..
but then,new story comes into picture. about 1 month ago kot kitorg start contact balik. it was not me..dia yg got my number lu..i didnt expect yg dat's him!hahaha..luckily org tak bg forged information!hahaha..
so,as the days go on..we are getting closer. but i dont expect anything frm that. he's good,caring and what not la..but,that's the nature of him..so,tak yah la nak perasan..hahahah..
so,that's basically what i am practising ryte now!
so..harap2 whatever he has said to me is not subject to changes and fakeness.i hope you are really as good as i expect ok!i hope you tak membetolkan sangkaan orang yg orang simpan dari dulu..pleaze!!!dont let it happen ONCE again as my heart will be broken for the 2nd time and i presume that it takes a very long time to recover.believe me!!please!!
okla..i have to sign off now!!
frens forever!!!