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a'kum..
it's been quite a long time for me not to write even an entry here,ryte?heheh..
it's just dat i don't have an ample of time for myself to surf the net at the cc to write somthing here.kalau ada pun,i just take the chance to check my friendster,my emails,and somtimes download songs.and recently,i've download a few songs i.e hindustan songs!hehehe..entitled,mujse doste karoge..i tote i want to download them at home using our streamyx,but,unfortunately,streamyx in my campus is very very much faster than at home.oh gosh!!why is this happening?i think it's because we are using this 'usefull' wireless streamyx.huhuhuu...i'm not saying that the thing is useless at all,but somehow,helples!!aarrrghhh!!!!
ok,let's forget that. so here,i'm learning something!if you wanna download songs,or anything,do it at the campus. not at home!!plz!!it will just make you heart-broken!!waahhahahaa...when the internet connection is sometimes 'jerking',it will be more worst even!you have to start download it all over again!again!and wait again!long!long!wut a time consuming!so,i advice you and my self,BOTH,download them at the campus,even you have to pay for not more than rm3 usually..you would rather spend your money there and get 100 of downloads..
so...let's start our discussion today..
actually,lately i found that when you were surrounded by more than 2 guys who are loyally waiting for your attention,you will find yourself in a high level state of RIMAS!u know what..let's say the guy which i called 'A' was the one you were crazy of for at least for one year. but,at that puppy love moment,he never realized bout you,you see!but later,when he saw only-GOd-knows where did he get your recent photo i.e the very CUnn one,he tried to seduce you back.oh my god!!plz,at that time,you have a new target,dont cha?who hasn'n ryte?believe me,it was not your true love at all!!
another guy is..'B'..who is really your type of guy,and you can admit that the guy was born for you!and i think it is perfect for your campus-life-love story..but,in future,still undecided!well,u have to know him better,before you bring him to meet your parents.surely you want that guy makes you proud isnt it?
speaking of TRUE LOVE..is it hard to find it?or..is it really a true love when you say that u fall in love at someone at the first sight?does love at the first sight equal to true love?mm...seems like there are sooo many questions to be answered!but,who has the answer?u know who? i know!! u urself,my dear!!
some people say,it's hard to find love..
--- be independant
--- do not underestimate urself
--- give it a chance
--- everybody is not perfect
--- dont be too serious
--- open ur heart widely
but,for me..i'm happy for being myself ryte now.i'm single starting froom * **** ago.but,i'm afraid to say that i'm now at the early stage to get involve with someone!hehehehe...but i'm not desperate,ok!we are still in the stage of knowing each other more better..hahaha..sooo funny!but,he's cool!nooo!no!no!end of story about him!enough ok!
i dont know how does a girl feels when she knew or rather in love with a guy?how does it feel?happy?nervouse when his eyes meet her's?or..blushing?or..i dont know?!
i just can't find a very correct word for it..but,i still confront with a few problems before admitting that the guy as my special one. why i cant give 100% trust to him?even he never lies to me..(or aku je tak taw?hehe) but seriously,he never!u better not,beb!heheh..u are such a good guy,sweet,understanding,very my-type,adoreable,..what else?but,why is it so hard for me to....i dont know lah.,beb!!as i told you for thousands of time!
i'm sorry,beb!plz..dont give up!i need you to convince me and myself more!plzzz.!!